A few months ago I vented a bit about hypocrisy. To be honest, I have often felt that one of the most common reactions to that rant must have been ‘so what’. Because what was I thinking? That academia was going to be a what-you-see-is-what-you-get sort of place? Yes, that’s exactly what I was thinking. The question I asked then was ‘why is academia like this’; the question I am asking myself now is ‘why did I think that way about academia in the first place’. Heaps of thinking happening again in the brain connected to these fingers.
So, why did I think academia was going to be a straightforward place? ‘Because life would ne easier if it was’ is not the right answer, though that is certainly true. The book I am reading at the moment, however, suggests that my working-class roots have something to do with this. Alfred Lubrano, the author of Limbo: Blue-Collar Roots, White-Collar Dreams, explains that most institutional settings are based on middle- or upper-class values. “From an early age”, so Lubrano, “middle-class people learn how to get along, using diplomacy, nuance, and politics to grab what they need”. Working-class kids, in contrast, are socialised to “perform jobs in which they are closely supervised and are required to follow orders and instructions”. Nuance and subtlety don’t matter in that kind of setting, to the contrary, they are perceived as a bit fishy. ‘What’s the point of indirect speech or irony anyway? Just say what you need to say and get on with it’ is a kind of opinion that a middle-of-the-road working-class type would come out with in the face of middle-class diplomacy.
Hence the expected ‘so what’-reaction to my earlier piece: the middle-class postgrad would have never expected academia to be anything but a multi-layered, complex middle-class place. I sort of knew that it was that, too; at the time when I was so aggravated about what I perceived to be a deep-seated hypocrisy – which really ‘only’ was a middle-class habitus – I had been in academia for a while. But somehow I had lost my taste for it. I got bored with all the beating around the bush. At some point, probably due to talking to my granny so much who is proudly working-class, I had remembered the straight talk that I also knew and practised when I was younger, and I wanted to have it back. In other words, I remembered my roots and I realised that they weren’t all bad. They are pretty decent actually.
I can’t really ‘go back’, of course, and I don’t really want to either. EastEnders will never be my favourite programme – but not because I cringe at the lowly demeanour of what is depicted there, as some of my middle-class acquaintances do. I mean I do cringe at chavs and hen-parties as well (and don’t get me started on the British drinking culture…), but that’s just one side of the coin, isn’t it. There is another side to working-class life, however, that I cherish and that I will always endeavour to have in my life, and that is the “respectable, thrifty, hard-working and supportive imagined working-class community”, as Tim Edensor calls it. Also, if middle-classness means always biting your tongue and always controlling your emotions come what may – well, that won’t do for me at all!*
I see this in direct contrast to the institutional middle-class settings that I am familar with and that has its disproportional share of habitual snipers who, under the cover of humanist ideals, often treat each other abominably. – But of course I only see it that way because my class background already works at the level of perception. Not being middle-class, I obviously fail to see the point in all that strategising and subtle or not-so-subtle in-fighting. I think that’s a really great shortcoming of mine right there.
And now I’ll return to my assorted collection of screws and bolts which make a wonderful subject for blue-collar photography.
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* Maddy (on Jonathan Creek) is a bit too bitchy for my taste but the way she flares up is wonderful, funny and shows a refreshing unconcernedness about other people’s opinions. Although Maddy, being a writer, is not really working-class, this unconcernedness is still a defining characteristic I would say.





